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Friday, 29 February 2008

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    15 Characteristics of Effective Pastors: How to Strengthen Your Inner Core and Ministry Impact
    By Kevin W. Mannoia, Larry Walkemeyer
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    I echo janettabas' words. It's hardhardhard, but I believe it and want it and love it more than ever before. Working through fear has become the only option. When I think of some of my sisters out there doing their thang, I am filled with encouragement and a stupid grin breaks out on my face.

    I love WPCA youth group. I gush like a proud mama every time no one asks me about them. Who cares. Just a routine "how's it all going?" and a string of names and facial features and quirks and breakthroughs seep out of my pores - even I watch myself stunned. Thank you for giving me space to grow into my destiny - where my deepest desires and God's purpose for the world meet as one. You are special and I will never tire of saying that.

    WPCA em. I am affected like a new lover - jittery, uncertain, eager, big dreamin', and so easily moved. I love our past, present and future because it's together. Sappy and sobert at the same time. Praying - hard.

    Back to work. How the sweet the sound.



Monday, 26 November 2007

  • Currently Reading
    True to Our Native Land: An African American New Testament Commentary
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    To  my surprise, I stumbled onto Brian K. Blount's recent work True to Our Native Land: An African American New Testament Commentary at the Family Christian Bookstore (!). Of course, it came home with me. Then a few faces popped up in my head. Princetonians of the past and present, you are in my thoughts.

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    Here is a third annual wishlist from yours truly. I am happy when people ask me about this, because it gives me a reason to think about it and put it on this blog. :)

    A subscription to New Yorker Magazine - thanks, J!

    A good read from Barth

    A good read on Family Systems Theory

    A good read on Family Genealogy and Pastoral Counseling

    Preaching commentaries

    The Land: Place as Gift, Promise and Challenge in Biblical Faith by Walter Bruggemann

    CDs

    C.S. Lewis books

    A new pair of glasses - umma & abba

    A watch - thank you, JS, AL and WPCA!

    Fictions - I am so behind

    A membership to 24 hour fitness

    Flowers

    Something for my face so I don't age hideously

    Words, words. I love words of affirmation.

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    Going to be a very full month ahead. Glad to go through it with many of you.

     

     

Monday, 12 November 2007

  • Currently Reading
    Eat This Book: A Conversation in the Art of Spiritual Reading
    By Eugene H. Peterson
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    To the left of me is J, dabbing his new Mac Pro screen with a thumb pushing through his t-shirt. He answers fobby Korean singer's "Do you want to be freeee!" with a curt "yes" followed by vigorous body shaking and nasal-y singing. And A, who will probably see the unfailing sunrise in several hours, what with inhumane load of homework as usual. Me, I got my banana nutbread candle lit and mountains of books all around me, working my way through the initial dread into the wonderous and living word come alive. It's a good life, this life.



Monday, 17 September 2007

  • Currently Listening
    I Have to Believe
    By Rita Springer
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    I have not been able to blog for the life of me, main reason being my life - it's full and enjoyable. The other more annoying reason was that the stupid blog was totally off center on my screen and I couldn't see half the things I had written in the past entries. Today, as I tried to access the PTSEM blogring and failed (why?!), I found that my blog has miraculously recentered itself. Centering oneself is a very good thing indeed.

    David or Monks as some would like to call him has warned that facebook is a blackhole of a sort and I am finding that it is relatively manageable. It's nice to reconnect with little effort and receive light updates. I happen to be selective about who I add - I almost always have some sort of an order to everything I do - and sometimes spend one too many seconds about whether to click that confirm button or not.

    God's presence has been so sweet every day and I have been praying many prayers of gratitude and declaration of trust in faith. It's going to be a season that I look back on when ministry wears me down or I'm called to make a bold step. The relationships are a bit more stubborn than I had imagined, requiring me to be strengthend and centered and rested in God in the secret. God knows my fear-full and thought-full self and is gently working to establish me. It's an awesome thing to be called by God.

    Lots of other things of importance, like sister-roommate, the new apt, friends, finance, torrance skies and the long drives to PV. Lots of many things under God's sovereignty. Nice.

     And, this CD made me tear up one too many times.

     

     

Saturday, 21 July 2007

  • Currently Watching
    The Pursuit of Happyness (Widescreen Edition)
    By Will Smith, Jaden Smith, Thandie Newton, Brian Howe, James Karen
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    Met a 96(!) year-old lady, still clear and bright in the head as ever, and with gathers that have preserved -- even sweetened -- the stories of her youth. She couldn't get too many words in, what with her daughter's speedy words per minute, and I can see her thoughts getting stuck inside her throat and growing a noticeable bulge. She is on my mind.

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    Loved how a worship service can envelop the defeated and lost with such comfort and hope.

     

     

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